Desperation.

All I want is him close to me. I want him to call me his 'baby' or his 'girl'. I want to be able to make him my screen saver and have my relationship status on Facebook to say '...is in a relationship with...'. I can't seem to ignore these feelings and I feel like they will never pass. If only he could see how much I want to be with him and how good and kind I would be to him. I wish he could be my first boyfriend because I know him and trust him. I'm just so crazy about him that for ages I've wanted to just scream 'I love you' to him but the main thin I want is to hear him say to me 'I love you too'

View on Life.

Hey guys :) I wrote this about a year ago when I was going through a really hard time. It is quite grim but how I feel about life so hope you like it.

Life has it's consequences. With life comes death, with peace comes war and with riches comes poverty. The time when you make a new friend but lose another or the time you get to spend a couple of extra minutes with the one person you love but also waste time with the people you are suppose to be with. With every good comes a bad. They are a pair that cannot be separated. This is the way of life. Well, my life so far.

Summer.

Well this summer has not started off well at all. First, on the last day of school, it was raining. Second, I have not been out with my friends at all and last year I was out with them constantly. Finally, yesterday I was at a 21 and the bottom of my dress ripped. So, this summer has not begun well and the boy I like is away on holiday too and I didn't get to say 'goodbye' or 'enjoy yourself'.