Saturday, 21 July 2012

Desperation.

All I want is him close to me. I want him to call me his 'baby' or his 'girl'. I want to be able to make him my screen saver and have my relationship status on Facebook to say '...is in a relationship with...'. I can't seem to ignore these feelings and I feel like they will never pass. If only he could see how much I want to be with him and how good and kind I would be to him. I wish he could be my first boyfriend because I know him and trust him. I'm just so crazy about him that for ages I've wanted to just scream 'I love you' to him but the main thin I want is to hear him say to me 'I love you too'

1 comment:

  1. My dear, friend from glasgow be patient dont rush i know the longing one may have to be with someone , but their can be a down side to an aggressive longing for someone. Sometimes we desire a person we are not supposed to have and if by chance they acknowledge us and choose to be with us it may be a rocky romance that ends badly, If its a boy longing for a girl she may choose him but only to use him as a cash cow (a wallet) and to change him to fit her image, If its a girl longing for a boy he will take advantage of that desire to be with him to turn her in to his play thing , knowing she wont say no because she wants to please him. Trust is a hard storm to gauge even if you know the person you dont really know the "person" their heart and mind is closed to you, so basically what im saying in my long winded way is dont force a realationship that may not be in your future you'll know who your supposed to be with , and you'll be happy which is what i want to read from you when it happens (Triple"M" im speaking from experience i know to much about bad realatonships so i hope i can help you avoid one. )-Jac!

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